you said on the phone the other day, “it’s sad to know that we’ll never see our one-year anniversary.” and i’ve been thinking that all along but haven’t said anything. i never wanted to admit it out loud. i’ve been hoping that something will happen with us to make that statement untrue. you’re pretty independent, and i can appreciate that. but i wish you needed me. not the urgent, life-threatening sort of need … it’s just that i know when i go away to college, you will be unaffected. you will go on with your perfect life, forget all about me … find some other girl. i don’t want it to be like that; i never wanted to be in a relationship where i could predict the end long before it came.
pOpTaRT fAErie: and i know this sounds awful but i wish i was with someone who would be totally devastated if i ever had to go
pOpTaRT fAErie: i don’t want to be just a chapter in someone’s book, i want to be someone’s whole story.
