October 2004

to matthew:

October 21, 2004 at 16:08 pm · 0 comments

i don’t know what has become of us. we became so close in the shortest amount of time and now you won’t even speak to me and you no longer look me in the eye. i talk to you the way i talk to my ex-boyfriends (cautiously, that is). three weeks ago i slept with [...]

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then you bring me home

October 20, 2004 at 15:25 pm · 0 comments

have i mentioned that i have a fantastic boyfriend? i cannot even talk to him on the phone without having this ridiculous smile plastered all over my face. [i fell for him in the first place because he was the first person who made me genuinely laugh again, who made my heart finally stop hurting.] [...]

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heat to melt these frozen tears.

October 18, 2004 at 22:37 pm · 2 comments

today was fantastic! i suppose to maybe make up for my craptastic week last week. practice tonight was super fun. the band blocked out the new “the who” show while the alternates chilled in the stands. we were all … very hyper and giggly and were being QUITE stupid. i was informed that my knitted [...]

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high step breakdown

October 16, 2004 at 22:42 pm · 0 comments

it was a long walk home from the breslin center tonight. the cold air was good for clearing my head. my feet were on autopilot, like they were during the haltime show. one foot. in front of. the other. yes, walking back to hubbard alone at ten o’clock at night probably wasn’t the best idea, [...]

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sweetest’s day? ha!

October 16, 2004 at 17:12 pm · 5 comments

“and remember boys & girls, this weekend’s weather has been brought to you by the letters F and U.” today was quite possibly the worst weather i have ever been required to do anything band-related in. yuck. i am still cold & wet feeling. i did, however, get to march series to the stadium up [...]

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i love you more.

October 15, 2004 at 19:34 pm · 5 comments

alex (my baritone-playing friend) is so funny (& blunt!). here is an excerpt from our brief conversation after the parade: KRISTEN: do i look as wet as everyone else does? ALEX: no, you look sexy .. but could you flip that thing in your nose up? that’s NOT hot. i have had the most up [...]

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to break or bury

October 14, 2004 at 14:41 pm · 0 comments

i keep dreaming of you. last night was the third night in a row. this is pretty unusual; you always occupy my thoughts during the day, but never at night. my horoscope in the state news says, “today is a 9 – true love is more than just candlelight, music, and gentle words. true love [...]

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“we had four lip injuries today!”

October 13, 2004 at 17:03 pm · 3 comments

so i’m an alternate in the SMB, right? and i know that every to the rear goes to the LEFT unless otherwise specified. well, the guy on my left obviously didn’t realize that today. and he is in the block. yes, this is the same kid who was yelling at me yesterday to take bigger [...]

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never is enough.

October 11, 2004 at 18:34 pm · 0 comments

so i went home today! well … sort of. nathaniel turned around and said to me in calc, “my car is still here. i have to take it home.” i said, “i want to go with you!” so after i finished tearing up the calculus test, we grabbed a quick lunch in case and headed [...]

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finally, mike is in my dreams.

October 10, 2004 at 8:24 am · 0 comments

Boyfriend – To dream of a boyfriend is often a straightforward indicator of your uncertainty in relationships. Couch – You are in danger of lulling yourself into a false sense of security if your dream featured a couch either occupied or empty. This dream is telling you to listen to the advice of trusted friends. [...]

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