i started this journal for the sole reason of being able to write a poem about my unrequited feelings for sean and put it up somewhere, away from prying eyes. now i come here to hide; all of my negative feelings are displayed here so that no one will ever have to know. i trudged [...]
November 2004
man … i had no time to write all weekend. let’s see … where did i leave off? friday. worked 5am-1pm. pretty uneventful. sam couldn’t come visit me so i was a little disappointed, but not totally distraught. my parents & kathy met me at mcdonald’s after my shift and we drove down to novi [...]
my stomach is in knots today. my cell phone rang at 3:14am this morning. it was downstairs charging, but i was still awakened by “the sweater song”. only someone important could be calling at this hour, i thought. so i sprang out of bed, sprinted down the stairs, and had the phone in my grasp [...]
yesterday was a very good day. i worked 5am-1pm and jim was there the entire time, harrassing me. JIM: so how’s your boyfriend at state? KRISTEN: i don’t have a boyfriend at state. JIM: oh? i thought you did …. ? KRISTEN: i had a boyfriend at home when i left. JIM: so you cheated [...]
oh yeah, i work 5am-1pm. man, it’s going to be one of those days… i woke myself up at 4:06, no alarm necessary. my psychology prof says that means you aren’t tired. i say that’s a buncha bull. =D
so my time at home started off less than glamourous. my grandparents were hideously late arriving to pick up matthew and me (they got lost before they even got to campus, so i guess it’s understandable). we were supposed to head back to linden at noon, and grandma & bill didn’t arrive at hubbard until [...]
sooooooooooooo – tomorrow after PSY 209 gets out at 11:40am, grandma & bill are bringing matthew and me back to good ‘ol linden. i plan to cram seeing as many people as i can into these six days. amy! whitney! caitlyn! michael! lori! jeff! anyone else i stupidly haven’t mentioned! YAYYYYYYY~!!
i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled even when her heart was broken and who could always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own.
i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled even when her heart was broken and who could always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own.
i was riding my bike back from west circle today and it was slightly raining. the drops kept falling in my eyes and it was almost as if i was choking back all the tears that i haven’t cried. i don’t cry when i think of you. and yet another boy has asked me on [...]
