you told me i never say much here anymore, so this one’s all for you. i had a lot of fun just hanging out with you today. i didn’t really realize it before this afternoon, but i haven’t seen your face since before christmas. and even though it had been a long time, when you exclaimed, “you haven’t changed one bit!” i was thinking the exact same thing. you make me feel like i can just talk and talk and talk (and i do believe i did just that).
i have nothing to say in my defense regarding the drunk voicemail i left you last month. i was kinda wondering if maybe you didn’t even receive it because you’d never mentioned it. i am glad to hear that at least it made you laugh. like i said, i am not shy about telling people the truth when i am intoxicated. although i wouldn’t say i am madly in love with you, i once loved you more than i have ever loved anyone. and it’s a little scary to me that it’s so easy to fall out of touch with someone you cared about so much. sometimes i wish that life had run a different course; that we were still together, or that you saw me differently, or that i was good enough to be with you.
(do you ever miss me?)
i want to find someone who makes me feel the way i feel when i’m with you: carefree, comfortable, and most importantly …. unable to stop smiling.
“i miss you baby i love you i love you i love you.”
