last night started off pretty boring; i talked to matt, jeff, sam, mike, and nathaniel, and all of them already had plans. i finally ended up heading over to jeff’s where i hung out with some people. i felt kinda old, but caitlyn came over and i hadn’t seen her in foreverrrrrrr. we’re talking since [...]
May 2005
this afternoon at work i was busying myself at the front window when it started to rain. the water hit the hot pavement and the warm smell of all the muck that had ever soaked into the pavement rose out again. it was a warm, heavy smell and for some reason i was hit with [...]
“You try to decide if you should take this as a message of endings. Or beginnings.” i read francesca lia block’s necklace of kisses and enjoyed it very much. i actually cried during the last four pages or so. i am working ten 8-hour days in a row at mcdonald’s. not the most fun in [...]
“Three more years and then maybe you will be ready, you will have passed the test, you will be able to be with him again. Three years of living inside the big books, eating mushuritos, finding more places to punch holes in your body. What was Angel Juan looking for? she wondered. What am I [...]
i am suddenly slightly apprehensive about this summer. in less than 2 weeks i am going back to e. lansing and part of me isn’t entirely sure how i feel about it. it could be pretty lonely seeing i will hardly know anyone else there. but i am really excited to have my own space [...]
thursday night jessica came over and we watched breakfast at tiffany’s and ate ben & jerry’s ice cream that had been left in my freezer. a few obscure things about holly golightly reminded me of strangely of myself. and i was a big fan of her chinese upstairs neighbor. overall i had a good time. [...]
it’s like in the movie the incredibles when mr. incredible looks at the neighbor kid and snaps, “well, what are you waiting for?!” and the little kid responds, “i don’t know, something AMAZING, i guess!” i’m waiting for something amazing to happen.
+ thursday (still counts as part of the weekend, even when i am home). no mcdonald’s. bought an advance reader’s copy of francesca lia block’s necklace of kisses on eBay. hung out with matt and sam. went to dairy queen, probably said stupid things. bought 3 new games for my n64. realized i suck at [...]
i know i said i was taking a break from livejournal (and i still am), but a livejournal worthy event has definitely occurred. jeff is here. we i just drove his [stick shift] truck to the linden post office and back. on the way back to my house, i was trying to make a left [...]
