no one promised me this would be easy. in fact, it’s downright difficult. everyone seems to know the answers except me. everyone seems to understand the situation better than me. which is funny considering the situation is my own. let this get easier. i’d like to say goodbye to this journal for awhile (because as we all know, i don’t write in here when i am happy).
it’s summer and i am at home. i wish i had more of a reason to be here.
[it's currently attempting to thunderstorm outside and for a moment i was reminded of mike.]
