joe marched into my room earlier this week and demanded to know what is wrong with me. he thought i was avoiding the subject, but really it’s too hard to put how i’m feeling into words, because i really don’t know. so what’s wrong? what’s bothering me? i am sad because perhaps my best friend [...]
August 2005
i had another super good dream involving mike last night. well the first part of the dream entailed a huge lightning storm and this one bolt struck our front yard and it was so sudden and so scary that i got a bloody nose. but then i dreamt it was christmas and mike was with [...]
i just added another class so i thought i’d post my fall semester schedule. MonWed LIN 200 12:40pm – 2:00pm (Introduction to Language) WRA 210 10:20am – 11:40am (Introduction to Web Authoring) MUS 114 4:30pm – 6:00pm (Marching Band) MUS 114 7:00pm – 8:50pm (Marching Band) TuThu EC 201H 8:00am – 9:20am (Introduction to Microeconomics [...]
i am addicted to eBay, i swear. it’s almost unhealthy. but my latest selling spree of laptops and other computer-related equipment is going to render me able to pay my fall semester tuition bill, so i am elated about that. the HP laptop i had up for sale sold for $147.50 this afternoon! woot. and [...]
i had the best dream ever last night! :) i was in marching band and everyone was standing at attention … and i guess mike was drum major because he was going around checking everyone. when he got to me, he kissed me on my left cheek. then he told me he loved me. you [...]
so i just got hired as a MASPS night receptionist (mason-abbott-snyder-phillips-shaw), which also gives me permission to move in on sunday, august 21st! i’m really excited. although i can’t believe i am going to attempt to work two jobs AND do marching band … it’s going to be insane, but i am looking forward to [...]
now that the pain is gone, i felt compelled to share. who am i?
all summer i’ve just wanted it to be over and it seems i am finally getting my wish (well, i guess it was rather inevitable). my classes are winding down and it’s almost time to leave the harrison house. only two more days until the weekend. [i want pita & hummus something awful. actually right [...]
i just need to hang in there. “It’s just a simple line I can still hear it all of the time If i can just hold on tonight I know that no one No one survives No one survives.”
i hate petty gossip and how i have allowed it to hurt me. i never told anyone but on june fourth i pretty much had a nervous breakdown. i just went out to the backseat of my silver saturn, laid down, and cried. huge wracking sobs that made my chest ache. i called matt and [...]
