all summer and then some…and once again i’ve come up empty-handed. yet this is the easiest thing i’ve ever done. mostly i’m disappointed in who you’ve become…disappointed in who all my friends seem to have become. everyone is a fiend for alcohol. and yes, that used to be me. i used to be the one drinking until there was spinning and until i couldn’t feel with it felt like to be kristen. intoxicated, i was prettier, more fun, more outgoing…but more importantly, i was no longer in pain. i no longer acknowledged or cared that you did not want to be with me. i was me and for the moment, i was free.
i know that this is for the better.
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ut oh!
does this mean that kristen will no longer be consuming large amounts of alcohol with an un-named crazy asian? i sure as hell hope not!
never fear chelsea, i wrote this a couple weeks ago and just now posted it….of COURSE there will still be large amount of alcohol consumed…just for the right reasons this time. :)
piano battles ™?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i was just reading through my friend’s recent entries and noticed what you were listening to at the time of this post.
PHANTOM?!
you are such a band geek… not even funny.
hey! i watched some phantom with cathy the other night. it was kickass, i thought about it, and i’m the type of person to watch something like that, not participate in it. i don’t like band enough to spend that much time and energy on it! are you still considering it? and ashley?
[that was a long comment, sorry]
i’ll stop doing that
cuz it’s long now.
wow,
really,
really,
really,
really
looooooooooooooooooooooooong
you WILL be attending a drum corps show next summer….one way or another.
at least my picture isn’t a picture OF MY CROTCH