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March 2010
- Heading to SXSW in the morning!
- Nigel’s best friends are orange cats
- The unfortunate ant incident and other weekend occurrences.
- All 3 Byers sisters have blogs now.
February 2010
- Keeping myself entertained while Corner is away.
- Well, I definitely gave it my best shot.
- I’m a finalist in the BMEzine World Tour Contest!
- Testing out the WordPress iPhone app
January 2010
November 2009
October 2009
September 2009
August 2009
July 2009
- July Plug Challenge: Week 4.5
- July Plug Challenge: Week 4
- No Doubt concert
- July Plug Challenge: Week 3
- July Plug Challenge: Week 2
- July Plug Challenge: Week 1
June 2009
May 2009
April 2009
- Getting ready for the Nonprofit Technology Conference
- Stretched Ears: My Personal Timeline
- I am now sans wisdom teeth.
March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
- For my faithful commenters (2):
- Today’s words of wisdom:
- Reasons why I like California.
- Daily tweets
December 2008
- Daily tweets
- Christmas loot
- Daily tweets
- Daily tweets
- Christmas shopping is complete!
- First holidays in the Golden State.
November 2008
October 2008
- Bringing down the Big House.
- For my faithful commenters:
- Boyfriend appreciation moment:
- I guess when it rains, it pours.
- I’m back on LJ (but still on WordPress, too).
September 2008
August 2008
July 2008
- Updated list of grad schools to apply to:
- Lay your armor down.
- My very first vlog!
- Tentative plan for the rest of the summer:
- If it makes you happy, it can’t be that bad.
- Malibu tides inhale (Santa Ana winds from behind).
June 2008
- DCI Central Illinois
- This is how I know I’m a nerd:
- Victoria’s Secret’s new PINK Collegiate Collection
- Summer wind was always our song.
- Because I’m nostalgic about not marching this summer…
- We’re almost 23 (and you’re still mad at me).
- Revelations:
May 2008
- The “2 weeks later” post.
- I am going to meet Neigel tomorrow!
- Still need quite a few votes before tomorrow…
- Dear lj friends: vote for me! :)
- Many great things happened today.
- So long, so long (front foot leads the back one).
April 2008
- Put your blue jeans back on, girl.
- Look for my poster around campus!
- 26 days until graduation.
- Senioritis
March 2008
- Today I woke up hysterical.
- A long overdue note of appreciation:
- Spring break 2008
- Since everybody’s doing it:
- My drum corps decision
February 2008
- good food + Persepolis
- Spice Girls concert
- I believed in everything you said to me.
- If you ever said you missed me then don’t say you never lied.
- This job search thing is starting to wear on me.
January 2008
- I didn’t want to hear it then
- Custom painted Uggs
- Spartacus
- farararara (for lack of a better title).
December 2007
November 2007
- Phantom Regiment audition camp (take two)
- endings, not sure where the next beginning starts
- Urban Options internship
October 2007
September 2007
August 2007
May 2007
- Glassmen 2007: Gitano
- Oh, happy day.
- The beginning of my last two weeks.
- So I’m giving up Livejournal for this.
April 2007
- 101 days until Pasadena (a brief update).
- only because chelsea nudged me.
- only because chelsea nudged me.
March 2007
February 2007
- Fall 2007 Schedule
- minor things i forgot to mention yesterday:
- you were the last good thing about this part of town.
January 2007
December 2006
November 2006
- i always knew turf was hotter.
- and to think, i considered not marching.
- uno thanksgiving II
- oh, mike millhaem.
- pfffft, barely an update.
October 2006
- the chemistry between us could destroy this place.
- we are standing in the trenches.
- UH-MAZE-ZING WEEK.
- should have kissed you in the elevator.
September 2006
- fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore.
- so while looking at graduate schools…
- it might seem like a dream but it’s real to me.
- cornerstone
- not going to egypt, where to study instead…?
- and oh the way your makeup stains my pillowcase.
- not another one.
- i’ve always dreamed that love would be effortless.
August 2006
- and i thought this time i’d feel something new.
- SMB preseason (the third time around)
- i don’t recall a single care (just greenery and humid air).
May 2006
- i’m leavin’ today (say goodbye to your favorite face).
- so my grades FINALLY got reported, omg.
- beggin’ for harmony.
- i’ve been housing all this doubt & insecurity.
April 2006
- so i’m a junior and haven’t completed my Tier-I writing requirement….
- thought this time i’d be someone true.
- nothing more than apathy.
- just another regret.
- i’m ending up better for this in the end.
- cinnamon & oranges.
- new layout & mood icons.
March 2006
- if you’re so strong you might as well just do it alone.
- curiosity always gets the better of me.
- mistake a nervous flash for a fine-line smile.
- i always remind people of…who is she?
- fucked up dream while napping.
February 2006
- i loved you, and i should’ve said it.
- 143409
- yeah, yeah.
- you’re a sucker for anything acoustic.
- remind me which side i should be on.
January 2006
- musings.
- you found me when no one else was looking.
- this is how it feels to not believe.
- you really got it wrong (i didn’t steal your boyfriend).
December 2005
- the clanking of crystal.
- familiar faces, worn out places.
- the best part of “believe” is the “lie”.
- Hi, my name is Kristen…
- “you don’t KNOW me!”
- wtf grades?!
- what i chase won’t set me free.
- my tendency to want to run feels unnatural now.
- since everyone is already reflecting on the past year…
- dear santa,
- so dark we forget who we are.
- burrow in my pants.
November 2005
- stolen from kathy, karen, & jeff.
- drowning in understanding.
- do the impossible.
- uno thanksgiving
- to the window (to the WALL!)
- to someone i will never understand:
- i’m ariel, bitches!!
- she’s the star in this scene.
- sometimes life feels like it’s a curse.
- deja vu.
- & thy praises msu.
- purdue.
- purdue.
October 2005
- left another message (you are never around).
- halloween parties, etc.
- 131993
- how long till the music drowns you out?
- i love…..you?
- laugh & cry.
- can we PLEASE just win this game?
- lately i’ve been dreaming of you.
- absofuckinglutely.
- 130262
- and your veins ran blue.
- everyone’s a fiend.
- two distinct dreams last night:
- two distinct dreams last night:
- golf pros & tennis hoes.
- am i more than you bargained for yet?
- i only looked but i never touched.
- never night recep the night before the UM vs MSU game.
September 2005
- to brian:
- skyrockets in flight.
- i’ve been fighting to let you go.
- and wouldn’t it be beautiful?
- 6th annual tuba toga party!
- woke up today to everything gray.
- i’m just like you, i know you know.
- ending it in overtime.
- go state, beat the irish!!!
- you don’t mean anything to me, either.
- a problem we know we’ll never solve.
- the summer i had no one
August 2005
- “milk was a baaaad choice.”
- pre-season, my new & improved section, etc.
- GAH.
- no one will ever feel like this again.
- fifth gear.
- i love you, gunson street.
- housing all this doubt & insecurity.
- T minus 7 days until pre-season.
- i <3 ashley
- wish i knew the words to say.
- AWWW (2).
- since it’s the cool thing to do.
- sex sex sex (& don’t forget violence).
- AWWW.
- perhaps you will see the meaning behind the words.
- you’re bad news (i don’t care, i like you).
- am i making something worthwhile out of this chase?
- my heart will be fine
July 2005
- “they might drop the soap, but they don’t drop the flags.”
- she leads a lonely life.
- & then you bring me home.
- oh jeff!
- this is how a heart breaks.
- en français juste parce-que je peux.
- i am so useless. completely. totally.
- on the madison scout’s drum major:
- dream about things that i could not say.
- mutual seduction
- if i had balls, i would tell DPPS to lick them.
- kelly’s lakehouse ‘05.
- yeah cedar point!!
- i’ll keep you from sinking.
- i’m giving up slowly.
- you made the mistakes (now you throw this in my face).
- let’s get drunk (you can drive us to the harbor).
- you don’t need to say a word.
- fourth of july.
- i grew up in a small town.
June 2005
- from chicago, IL
- family vacation ‘05
- east lansing, good times with friends, etc.
- bad news on the doorstep.
- total eclipse of the heart
- glassmen all-star review
- the harrison house.
- i’m just trusting this pen to find the words.
- flickered like fireflies.
- the get up kids concert (x4?)
- for the record;
- said i loved you but i lied.
- tell me you’re sorry with a straight face.
- you like when we go fast (so my foot’s on the brake).
- don’t be gone when i get home.
- updated summer plans (yes, again).
- no more mcdonald’s, please.
May 2005
- though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye.
- you are the blood in my veins (2)
- it had not broken after all.
- skinned knees & the skid marks.
- stop me and steal my breath.
- tattoos of memories & dead skin on trial.
- you were just a boy on a bed in a room.
- but you only smiled, seeing nothing.
- an awesome weekend, etc.
- in response to jeff’s prodding, an update.
- get down on my knees for you.
- WHO FUCKING ROCKS?! that’s right, i do!
- summer is wonderful so far.
- sing without a reason
- last train home
- so this is home and this is summer.
- summer wind was always our song.
- silly james madison kids.
- i’ve never felt so much at home.
- things that remind him life has been good.
- oh man.
April 2005
- survey says what what!
- look what you’ve done.
- why does everything i do confound you?
- please write my folks & throw away my keys.
- “what happened in your hand?!”
- piercing place on campus = bad news
- snowstorm april ‘05!
- tonight’s conversation snippets.
- sorry i’m not home right now.
- the perfect guy.
- redemption is a bitch.
- ashley & kristen’s roommate contract:
- who wants to say “fuck it” and go to italy with me?!
- when the lights are turned down low.
- anything more deafening
- updating from the business library.
- bio lab = kristen’s new favorite class?
- next year’s ever-changing schedule
- i never dreamed that i would let her go
- please don’t think that this was easy
- from kristen’s AIM profile (5):
- “i fingered through it all season!” “and i faked it!”
- tell me you’re sorry with a straight face.
- end of the love songs (words just don’t belong).
- & dulling to the senses.
March 2005
- writing the answers on cheap paper napkins.
- w00t for knowing 1981203984393 people!
- crank
- YEAH!!!!
- if you don’t like being hurt
- conducting it all while i sleep.
- vulnerable, all-knowing.
- to mike (10):
- don’t hate me for running away.
- the thirty-seven
- what’s become of a friendship (if you can call this one)?
- “tiger woods y’all, i need a tip drill!”
- MEXICO!!!
- my permanent accessory
- we all know you weren’t the only one (two, three, four).
- hhhmmmm.
February 2005
- everything i said to you was true.
- i’ve been cheated by you since i don’t know when.
- razor wire shrine.
- i’ll keep you deep inside (you’re always in my heart).
- it’s going nowhere (you’re going nowhere).
- there is no right way or wrong way,
- get right up from that chalk outline.
- i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving.
- quotes from the night.
- 1 tequila 2 tequila 3 tequila FLOOR!
- oh boy.
- “all the cool people suck cock!”
- i want to take you for granted.
- ROCK ON!!!!
- the lights go off and on.
- don’t give them anything that they can doubt.
- i don’t care if you don’t care.
- sleep to dream
- what others had to say about moi:
January 2005
- since EVERYONE is doing it….
- every man becomes a lovesick jerk.
- the more i learn, the less i understand.
- there are moments when i know it.
- couldn’t resist this artwork!
- back so soon.
- what difference does it make?
- HAHA sean’s away message!
- HAHA sean’s away message!
- i know it was meant to be this way.
- i know you’re gone, you said you’re gone (but i can still feel you here).
- random x2
- excerpt from the REAL journal:
- the mirage of an oasis
- can YOU pronounce “tamale” or “ukelele”?
- kPod goodness!!!!
- stolen from ashley.
- your cum is like bliss in my mouth!
- & i have no resolutions
December 2004
- wanted to belong here.
- i’ll be outside, waiting for you.
- this loss of sleep over you.
- & so this is christmas.
- sick cycle carousel.
- this entry has been edited multiple times.
- college has raped me.
- to boys #5-7:
- dreaming of what could be…
- oops.
- grew up in a small town.
- matt, i swear to god…
- all alone under the mistletoe.
- i remember all the feelings
- you witnessed my decline
- oh. my. GOD.
- 189664
- hard love
November 2004
- i’m oh-so-terrible at this
- we tried to make everything okay.
- sleep but don’t dream
- maybe the worst is behind.
- remind me why i’m up so early?
- i have to be up in …. six hours!
- I’M COMING HOME, BABY!!!!
- allison’s away message:
- allison’s away message:
- your resonating light
- faire du shopping avec jessica.
- i <3 kathy
- siesta after the fiesta.
- like a bruise or blackeye
- rods of ice
- my REAL friday night
- this is the sound of settling.
- the smell before rain
- wha….?
- good things (and ONLY the good things!)
- to mike (9):
- red (famous last words)
- all the shit that you do.
- i’ll take what i can get.
- [safeguarded entry - mike only]
- “S-L-U-T I-S S-L-U-T”
- martyr me.
- two weeks ago tomorrow
- thank you for being the best thing that ever happened to me.
- yeah honors course! boo dubya!
- you are the blood in my veins
October 2004
- “yeah, well …. we recycle, too!”
- nathaniel & mike & matt
- watch me unravel.
- i have some crazy dreams.
- i have some crazy dreams.
- abbreviated daylight
- only my boyfriend…
- she wants to hear she’s beautiful.
- i need you there.
- i can’t see me lovin’ nobody but you.
- to matthew:
- then you bring me home
- heat to melt these frozen tears.
- high step breakdown
- sweetest’s day? ha!
- i love you more.
- to break or bury
- “we had four lip injuries today!”
- never is enough.
- finally, mike is in my dreams.
- when will i get my share?
- what on earth is my major?!
- there are no words he should say.
- it’s always you in my big dreams.
- i’ll never let you down again.
- can’t do this thing called life without you here with me.
- driving down the 101
September 2004
- scribble.nu sucks cock!
- “what, is the bass too loud?”
- and then i ate a bagel.
- am i all the things you tried to change me into?
- w00t w00t!!
- predicament of the year.
- amend to previous entry:
- don’t get burned by your lucky star.
- this is crazy; you’re a half a world away.
- je veux juste une deniere danse.
- bathroom makeover.
- these sheets tell of regret
- holding you like a breath
- i am SO random!
- i only came here to talk.
- eeph! beef! deuce! roosk! TRUMPETS!!
- band bus moments!
- pretty & witty & gay.
- the dust of sun-baked pearls.
- please tell me why.
- marching band goodness!
- no tomahawk necessary.
- swear i knew it all along.
- hubbard is where it’s at, baby!
August 2004
- put the past away.
- must be fine because my heart’s still beating.
- start out by starting over
- me in my dorm room!
- yay for sunday!
- “rushin’ like you’re from moscow.”
- disco dem
- “someTHING’s popPING!”
- don’t be gone when i get home … i need you there.
- broken hearts & broken bones.
- stolen from .. everyone.
- born confused
- the best day i can ever remember.
- warped tour (2).
- four wheeler
- alanis & bnl.
- fast asleep at the wheel.
- heartstats! haha.
- i will save these words for you.
- such a breakable thread.
- reruns all become our history.
- pretty clear that it was hardly love.
- pretty clear that it was hardly love.
- i look for things that i can’t replace.
- miss me in your living room
- oversized & overwhelmed.
- and as the summer’s ending.
- matter of conditioning
- mike’s my lj date!
- ashes in my heart
- so it’s almost all true…
- study abroad rocks my world.
July 2004
- does he cry through broken sentences
- the things you swore you saw yourself.
- the past is never far.
- j’ai un tatouage!
- maybe today we can put the past away.
- tired of losing; my heart is bruising.
- the letter
- as he slips through my fingers.
- i really hate mcdonald’s sometimes.
- stuff to do this week.
- torch lake
- & you do it so carelessly.
- one semi-completed list.
- better run with it.
- silly firsts & lasts survey
June 2004
- man, these are always accurate for me – haha!
- matt & mike only.
- i’m a world away
- all the sanity in me.
- this week written down.
- i knew that you meant it.
- et voila mon emploi du temps
- academic orientation goodness.
- sing in your high, squeaky voice.
- visions of my summer
- you aren’t surprised, love…are you?
- giggle.
- je veux juste une derniere danse.
- jeff’s crazy entries combined
- open house shizzy
- this is a matthew & michael only entry.
- my kristen, oh my kristen.
- torn & tattered.
- i wish that you would just leave.
- truly, truly.
- i’m gonna stay eighteen forever
- i’m gonna stay eighteen forever
- SMB auditions, etc.
- vagina: mmm, mmm, toasty.
- i’m only there so you’re not alone.
- do you think i deserve this?
- i’d run a thousand miles to get you.
- the first star you see may not be a star.
May 2004
- number seventeen.
- how amazing it feels to live again.
- honors assembly.
- partaaaaaaayyyyy!
- build my rocket to the stars.
- so much left undone.
- i’m not the kind of girl you take home.
- i wish that you would just leave.
- school’s out for ever!
- oh how i’ve grown.
- i will let you in before you break yourself.
- “kristen’s been with more guys than a buffalo wild horse”
- you kissed me like you meant it.
- right back where we started from.
- the fire in your heart is out.
- cedar point rocks my socks!
- three feet in a box.
- it happened too fast.
- classic conversation pieces.
- senior prom 2oo4!!!
April 2004
- quote-ables of the past few days
- letting you too close was my mistake.
- you let me down for the last time.
- i found this amusing.
- lost in her eyes.
- i remember losing hope.
- stolen from karen
- i know who i want to take me home.
- how scene am i?
- work … *sigh*
- farther than ever before.
- i remember all the feelings & the day they stopped.
- when you go you can’t return.
- i’d end my days with you.
- the lights go out, the bridges burn.
- if i could blink, if i could breathe.
- you swore you loved me more.
- green & white?
- ivy leagues … dum dum dum!
March 2004
- six. car. CRUNCH!
- stolen stolen stolen quiz
- i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget.
- i still wear your heart around my throat.
- it would really be a sin not to have you in my arms.
- with drops of jupiter in her hair.
- what do amy’s away messages mean?!?!
- why does this lonely girl feel nothing?
- we moved together in the dark.
- band festival, etc.
- wow, my mommy DOES love me.
- so for now i’ll sit & wonder.
- i know we’re not the same.
- chasing the wrong signs.
- HAHAHA!
- kevin is the coolest coworker ever.
- you love to watch me beg.
- tGUK concert (2)
- my once pleasant dreams.
- if we sleep together, will i like you better?
- all the roads we have to walk are winding.
- high as the moon.
February 2004
- a case of selective recall.
- don’t burn out or fade away.
- shelter[ed] rocks my socks!
- stop burning bridges.
- standing in line to see the show tonight.
- kill myself from the inside out.
- tough girl in a push-up bra.
- crushed by a former love.
- you lost what you love in a mass of details.
- airbrushing = hot stuff.
- you forget where the heart is.
- the big He.
- data match is fun! haha.
- it’s not the HEY solo, faggot!
- my insane weekend.
- to sean (9):
- forget where your heart is.
- from kristen’s AIM profile (4):
- now THIS is a survey.
- surprise, you were right all along.
- and that’s not nearly all.
January 2004
- oh, these times have changed.
- i <3 allison.
- i’d beg you on bended knees for him.
- shelter[ed] is hot.
- the sun is gone, the nights are long.
- help us put the ‘ass’ in vassar!
- you were not the same after that.
- i tried to say i’d be there.
- chinese new year!
- wounds won’t seem to heal.
- i’m a good soul; martyr me.
- wheeeeeee!!
- silly dream (no, molly, no!)
- dilemma:
- i’m officially cool now.
- waste my time with you.
- please stop haunting me.
- stolen from kathy!
- don’t try to deny it
- thought i was losing you (2)
- yes, yes i do.
December 2003
- friends only.
- i cannot dream tonight
- i will never forget your name
- from kristen’s AIM profile (3):
- good ‘ol mcdonald’s
- resilience
- to mike (5):
- be careful what you wish for
- Yale application received
- amy quote
- closing time
- c’est la vie
November 2003
- punk rock princess.
- mrs. quinlan cracks me up
- [supersad]
- [move it to the exits]
- flames
- matt kremke
- a bottle of champagne in the mail
- 269927
- 2oo3 state finals
- to amy:
October 2003
- my last bonding night
- to mike (4):
- i hate myself for begging
- mike’s teenopendiary entry
- linden (3)
- mike convo (2)
September 2003
- ashes, ashes, we all fall down
- from the yale marching band FAQ:
- there’s a big L on your field!
- i still call you, but i get your machine
- flushing invitational @ EMU
- awwwww
- novi (3)
- from alex’s AIM profile (4):
- l-l-l-lemon
- eyes bright enough to burn me
four yearmarcher- french class
- alex convo (11)
- pretty as poison
- i come to you only when in need
August 2003
- m o i
- know in your heart that it’s true
- tell the world
- tGUK concert graffiti
- and this one time, at band camp .. (4)
- from alex’s AIM profile (3):
- my favorite mistake
- jaded pornstar on speed
- pre-camp (year four)
- 0 for 3: alone you see
- capital of thai? BANG-COCK!
- alex quote 10
- alex convo (dunno what number?)
- warped tour
July 2003
- neal quote
- alex makin’ fun of me
- drive(back)in
- pit sectional (2)
- basement heroes (2)
- basement heroes
- from kristen’s AIM profile (2):
- from lori’s AIM profile:
- you were so condescending
- alex convo 8
- right now i am missing jeff’s party! grr!
- family vacation commences yet again
- alex convo 7
June 2003
- from alex’s AIM profile (4):
- phone call
- brett convo
- the text message
- alex convo 6
- ever searching for the one.
- from alex’s AIM profile (2):
- i’ll make mistakes again
- from neal:
- alex convo 5
- ACT & open houses
- from alex’s AIM profile (2):
- from alex’s AIM profile:
- picture perfect
- attempt to tip the scales
- air conditioned date
- alex convo 4
- burned.
- as i wait in my silent misery
- i love you far too much
- special stare
- kembalaya’s + thanks, kc…
- seventeen.
- best i ever had
- summer to-do list (3)
- junior year
- i <3 mrs. nichols
- license plates
- alex convo 3
- jordan’s mom is crazy.
- e-mail from sean:
- kristen wants:
- i tried to give you everything.
- unsure
- painful realization.
- scraped knees
May 2003
- she’s gone to the movies now.
- sunshine & chocolate
- mailbox
- stomach churns
- tell me why you gotta be so cold.
- standstill
- if you still care at all.
- memorial day weekend (2)
- alex convo 2
- the bell jar:
- alex convo
- recommended dosage
- another clumsy chord
- trampled by circus pony dreams.
- another kristen quote:
- finally, a good day
- breathing deeply walking backwards.
- mike cracks me up.
- band bounce & pizza hut.
- e-mail from amy:
- meteor showers
- maybe it’s too far away.
- lying through my teeth
- i miss you
- i can’t stop thinkin’ of you
- reservations & bright eyes
- 270309
- does he kiss your eyelids in the morning?
- so long, sweet valentine.
- you know not what you do.
- dull ache in my heart
- drama queen
- you can never get him out of your head
- cow manure
- cha cha slide
- i had that dream about you again.
April 2003
- what if?
- all your wounds are full of salt
- i wash my hands of you
- i’m alive but i’m alone
- another night alone
- doesn’t make it any better
- farm boy
- burn the letters lover wrote
- thoughtless words are breaking my heart
- peace offering
- you want to love me
- my weekend just got even better
- navel piercing, take two.
- nobody wants to be alone (2)
- i didn’t mean to call you that
- wish i knew what words to say to please you
- can’t seem to get it right
- thought i was losing you
- love that perfect frown
- i didn’t mean to fall in love, but i did
- such an awful tearing sound
- new orleans
- look at how goddamn ugly the stars are
- it’s all somebody’s fault
- disappointing you again and again.
- you are strong & i am weak
- stop playin’ around
- g-g-g-get get over it
- my words get in my way
- a day late, a buck short
- for a moment, you felt important
- i tried to be but i’m not (2)
- do you still think of me?
- this is where i say i’ve had enough
March 2003
- she slams on the brakes
- no regrets i say
- don’t forget to think about me
- you let me down for the last time
- clothes in a pile on the ottoman
- pretty sure that few would notice
- the feeling that you’ve been dying for
- how amazing it feels just to live again
- two hours south of toledo
- i’ll be the rain for along your fire escape
- nobody wants to be alone
- she’s rotten and so beautiful
- traverse city
- e-mail to amy:
- car salesman
- to sean (8):
- since you’ve been gone
- burn like falling stars
- chillin’ with josh
- snow day (2)
- let you slip through my fingers
- this world’s an ugly place
- still i can’t find love
February 2003
- ten o’clock blue
- don’t you tell me about heartbreak
- to sean (7):
- kissing first chair goodbye
- living in your letters
- to sean (6):
- sleater-kinney concert
- good things never wanna stay
- sleep with my memories
- run away with my heart
- no lies, just love
- i’m not alone&you’re all mine
- to sean (5):
- i’m drowing in my miseries
- regret reminds me anyway
- stuck
- words can’t bring me down
- bury all your lover’s clothes
- <3
- stay together for the kids (2)
January 2003
- to sean (4):
- kristen + sean = two years
- to sean (3):
- get it done yesterday
- no songs for all her pain
- you taste like honey, honey
- following sixth hour
- long-awaited weekend
- eXAMS (5)
- eXAMS (4)
- everyone else just lies to me
- zine_scene
- coffee shop study date
- janvier
- live for today tomorrow
- take me by the hand
- harvard girl
December 2002
- ben’s house
- my rawkin’ holiday (2)
- jam session
- baby, i’m bleeding for you (3)
- my cursed kate
- whose clothes are on my floor?!
- lost and gone forever
- future jam session
- first time for everything
- parlez-vous
November 2002
- glamour bombs
- bowl-a-thon
- journal survey
- mr. crane (2)
- the day after shopping frenzy
- unless
- chamber of secrets
- [piano lesson]
- [chemistry]
- dear prudence
- clever cover stories
- great locomotive chase
- 2oo2 state finals
October 2002
- another marching band entry
- the mcdonald’s adventure
- lamphere
- in the end we all blamed you
- linden (2)
- sorry about tomorrow
- french resistance + etc
- [|void|]
September 2002
- trenton
- to/get/her
- resolution (2)
- stay together for the kids
- novi (2)
- break.up
- polar
- sienna
- bug spray & basic block
- labor day weekend (2)
August 2002
- child psych questionnaire
- you let me down for the last time
- junior year commences
- please tell me why
- bitter words under my breath
- starving for an argument
- pre-camp (year three, day two)
- you remind me of you (2)
- pre-camp (year three)
- tomorrow i’ll be gone
- you remind me of you
- canada, eh?
- mancino’s (2)
- pit sectional
- what you wish for won’t come true
- going up north today
- gggrrrr!
July 2002
- clap clap bumblebee
- one and one half
- mail order bride
- to alex:
- d i N N eR (2)
- music academy (3)
- crazy insomnia
- summer purchases
- the get up kids concert
- wish you were here
June 2002
- it’s okay, i’m with the band
- SHELTERED rocks the STREET
- chillin’ with sean and ben!
- host/ess [cupcakes?] search
- summer band & the beach
- sweet sixteen
- sophomore year
- birthday cake
- consolation prize
May 2002
- what makes you happy? [not me]
- ode to microbiology
- blindfold
- memorial day weekend
- love is (2)
- summer to-do list
- countdown to 7-11
- 91.48 never looked so beautiful
- punctuation
- who’s a rockstar?
- loss-a-bility (2)
- mr meano
- vinylstars
- loss-a-bility
- photobooth
- losing my <s>cookies</s> french toast
April 2002
- what’s bilharzia?
- up and coming
- incessant
- lego (2)
- blissful saturday
- yoshi!
- eighty degree picnics
- unadornment
- “awww, lookit!”
- origami heart
- scribble is back!
- insomnia
- opening new windows
- gently waning
- mancino’s
- motherly wisdom
- aero87
- i think the hurt’s set in
- sean drives the red mini-van
March 2002
- health hazard
- coloring easter eggs
- spice girls
- driver’s permit
- spring break is here
- spring break is here
- stargazer
- stargazer
- queen of clubs
- queen of clubs
- dentist appointment
- dentist appointment
- cinq cent
- cinq cent
- saturday is here
- saturday is here
- resolution
- resolution
- it’s breaking me
- two broken eggs later
- footsie
- pepsidoctordewredmist
- i spy
- muse
- missing angel juan
- the hanged man
- ice
- scheduling ‘n stuff
- to sean : (2)
- driver’s ed
- battle of the bands (2)
- botb is tonight!!
- bruise
- put the chili on
- am i okay?
- i’m a hazard to myself
- heaven seems so far away.
- apple jacks
- schedule
- creamsavers
- to sean :
- retro queen
February 2002
- falling (3)
- falling (2)
- rawr.
- who are you callin’ scruffy?
- weiner dog
- fishnet
- “it doesn’t matter”
- there’s a party in agrabah
- feathers
- menuet in g
- english inches
- bouquet of clumsy words
- tenth planet from the sun
- emOtiOnless
- coffee cake
- little mermaid love
- mourning star
- incompatible with life
- falling
- silent movie
- rollhaven (3)
- freeze-dried romance
- monotonous nothings
January 2002
- snow day
- people i miss : (2)
- kristen + sean = one year
- tear-stained
- d i N N eR
- valedictorian kisses
- think thelma, not daria
- marching band memories
- firehose test
- lonely hearts are welcome here
- eXAMS
- sweet nothings
- make-believe
- you aren’t really born bald
- to sheltered:
- whimper kisses
- static winter
- gaia + ed = <3
- ta mère
- capricious
- make up your own ending
- red nike sweatshirt
- 2oo2 enters.
December 2001
- i have thorns like any rose
- love me, just leave me alone
- bondage pants
- check mate
- whispers
- plastered to my wall
- class rings and e-mail
- cheese and apple juice
- you can’t stay here
- the boom anime babes
November 2001
- everything’s gonna be alright
- ugly.
- wet feet
- swept away by love
- blue penises
- tiny
- thanksgiving weekend
- fourth hour
- had a bad day again
- christmas lights
- une affiche
- uh oh
- fight the break of dawn
- take you for granted
- sean’s birthday party
- you are the one i was intended for
- bohemian rhapsody
- my first bonding night
- another bomb threat
October 2001
- halloween = ^ . ^ =
- jack ‘o lanterns and lockdown
- costco
- stuff going on this week:
- durand
- new concert band music
- real living girls are never this ice cold
- if you jump, i am willing to fall
- received by me only
- love is only sleeping
- south lyon (er, plymouth canton)
- that’s who i am inside
- in my finest hour, i’m still alone
- we’ll see who’s sorry now
- sean
- sean
- my day in list form
- gone
- t e a r s
- homecoming (2)
- homecoming in 13 hours
- d’accord
- fake ‘n baking
September 2001
- linden
- your friends let you down
- jordan & tracie
- E i G H t
- red pop
- if you could see what i could see
- i’m dumb, she’s a lesbian
- novi
- results could be tragic
- frEEzEr pOp
- the world is too scary right now
- everything is just fine, fine, fine
- sean’s partay
August 2001
- my classes
- e x i s t e n c e
- you’re the only one that’s understood
- and this one time, at band camp .. (2)
- all alone forever
- pre-camp (year two, day three)
- pre-camp (year two)
- last day of freedom
- let me kiss you one last time
- i’ve come undone
- f a d e d
- nothing significant
- i won’t let you fall apart
- the pimpin’ red ones
- sweet like candy to my soul
July 2001
- bitch slap with a cowboy hat
- sleep deprived
- visitors’ day
- anther early morning
- emily’s party
- chillin’ with sean and derek
- music academy (2)
- choke
- mid-kiss on the u-turn couch
- insomnia
- abercrombie?
- broken light fixture
- scary movie 2
- best moments of the year
- jordan’s surprise party
- the local
- no one can make me feel like you
June 2001
- chicago (second time around)
- turn the music up way too loud
- without you, nothing defines me
- your face is so unclear
- cartoon network
- is that what you would say?
- your heinous highness
- freshman year
- exams start tomorrow
- she’s got nowhere to go
May 2001
- i can’t take it so i run away and hide
- find some rhythm in the madness
- have i gone too far?
- talkbeg
- almost beautiful
- i’m slipping away without you
- can barely see her face
- six whole hours and five long days
- ramen noodles and chopsticks
- he means everything to her
- st. louis
- hawaiian dance
April 2001
- you’re so beautiful to me
- funny how it fades away
- we need to be together now
- i tried to be but i’m not
- i know i’ve let you down
- only happy when it’s complicated
- that heaven is overrated
- she’s not coming back
- you don’t see me at all
- hold the wheel and drive
- i’ve never been crazy for you
- F122
- just the way you taste
- battle of the bands
- stretch myself beyond my means
- another zodiac’s gone around
- 570
- make it better
- apparently nothing
March 2001
- floor
- kit kat bars
- all i see is you
- nonsense
- band festival / sean’s house (5)
- band festival’s tomorrow!
- dan’s house
- untitled
- sean’s house (4)
- band concert
- burgundy
- sean’s house (3)
- monotonous
February 2001
- drinking fountain for fakes
- things i will never understand:
- sean’s house (2)
- normality
- as long as you are mine
- it’s not so bad
- old notes
- love is
- promise not to try
January 2001
- guilty as charged
- sean’s house
- trust
- la di dah
- i’m not an immigrant!
- ramble ramble
- fire escape
- not too long
- f a l t e r e d
- ouch
- somebody else’s song
- i knew
- chaos central
December 2000
- word for word
- new year’s eve
- something in your eyes
- dude! where’s my car?
- self-portrait
- show your world to me
- buddy alert
- untitled
- snow
- marching band
- change is <s>good</s> bad
- b l o o d
- so lost for you
- dandelion red
- t o e s
- finding the happiness
- normality
- comforting lies
- falling even more in love with you
- only want him because he’s there
- u l t i m a t e plan
- rELiGiON
- rEALiZATiONS
- rise above the flame
- student musicale
- like i loved him
- never gonna be with you
- watching out for a sunny day
November 2000
- winner takes it all
- i can see it now
- switching sides like a gemini
- unhappy turkey day
- late night conversations
- i’m baaaaaaack!!
October 2000
- bowling w/the drumline
- i cried so hard ..
- when have i not … ?
- it’s funny how i don’t miss them
- podjuns’ paaaaaarty
- homecoming~!!
September 2000
August 2000
- not so crucial
- soap opera continues
- my schedule
- spanglish
- zzzzzz…
- pre-camp
- eeek~!!
- my pretty ears
- fearless
July 2000
- abercrombie aliens
- smile and act nice
- i swear i wasn’t high
- wrestling and quote
- shopping!
- alex (2)
- phone calls and english class
- music academy
- pOEM nUMERO dIEZ-e-siETE
- mORE iNFAMOUS qUOTES
- HaPPy fOUrTh oF JuLY
- rollhaven (2)
June 2000
- untitled
- soap opera life
- taintless
- rachel in the grand canyon
- infamous quotes
- jordan’s phone call
- speechless
- having fun in the sun!!
- day 2 of vacation
- insomnia
- like you really care
- not a care in the world
- silently screaming
- amy
- i wouldn’t know
- i wouldn’t know
- not gonna try to explain
- starting point
- trust
- vulnerable
- rollhaven
- hasn’t sunk in yet
- OMG!!!!!!
- D+
- alex
- if there’s nothing missing, why do i cry?
- sad
- reminiscing
- on and off obsession; don’t ask
May 2000
April 2000
February 2000
January 2000
- sleepover: bashing achoo and cough
- one strange party
- visiting hours are 9 to 5
- the day that i guess wasn’t so bad
- soul mates
- love saga
- hmmmmm
- eventful day for once
- new year’s day
December 1999
- christmas eve
- i love bob
- coffee house
- loki is talking to me
- yeesh i’m dumb
- um, interesting
- same ‘ol, same ‘ol
- i got an invitation but i couldn’t go
- people who should be my friends
- shake your bon bon
- i wanna go back to school
- jewel’s poem
- trouble
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