15 October 2005 ~ 3 Comments

can we PLEASE just win this game?

my lord. i have just experienced the weirdest 24 hours ever. yesterday after dinner with dave i was feeling really good and decided to go get my car out of lot 91 so i could go home either after midnight madness or this morning, depending on how tired i was. so i get to my [...]

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10 October 2005 ~ 6 Comments

everyone’s a fiend.

all summer and then some…and once again i’ve come up empty-handed. yet this is the easiest thing i’ve ever done. mostly i’m disappointed in who you’ve become…disappointed in who all my friends seem to have become. everyone is a fiend for alcohol. and yes, that used to be me. i used to be the one [...]

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18 September 2005 ~ 1 Comment

i’m just like you, i know you know.

even in my dreams, you’re always telling me what i can’t do.

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11 September 2005 ~ 6 Comments

you don’t mean anything to me, either.

a certain freshman may owe me a few dollar or now next year. or maybe tomorrow morning. this is officially too hard right now. bye.
i got too involved tonight. owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
pow the record,
yes, you are cute.
and down.

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04 March 2005 ~ 0 Comments

my permanent accessory

“would you please forgive me? for while i cannot love myself, i’ll use something else.”
tomorrow i’m leaving to go far, far away (mérida, mexico). lately i’ve been having these pangs of loneliness. i surround myself with all of these wonderful new people and hope that magically one day i will be happy. this plan never [...]

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15 January 2005 ~ Enter your password to view comments

Protected: what difference does it make?

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06 January 2005 ~ Enter your password to view comments

Protected: the mirage of an oasis

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05 October 2004 ~ 6 Comments

it’s always you in my big dreams.

i’m a little distracted today. i left my history class (alone) and was unlocking my bike when it dawned on me that someone was talking to me. so i look up and sean’s standing right there. what did he just say? i’m thinking to myself. i didn’t want to make a fool of myself so [...]

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08 August 2004 ~ 0 Comments

miss me in your living room

there is nothing left between us and i am not sure if that should make me happy or sad. i know i said i would stop thinking about you, stop writing these words to you … but it’s so hard because you were so many first everythings. i don’t know how i felt so at [...]

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21 April 2004 ~ 3 Comments

i remember losing hope.

today matt asked me, “were you in love with sean?” and i hesitated. i really, really just couldn’t come up with a quick response. because i thought i was, knew i was, KNOW i was. so i finally settled on, “at least part of the time.”
then matt, mike, and i were talking about how we [...]

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